Scarred Forever

SCARRED FOREVER

I am both happy and sad

at the same time,

and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be

Sometimes we need fantasy to survive the reality

I swear I'm fine

I don't lose my mind anymore

The more I find myself, the more people I lose

The puzzle is left to be put together

I'm completely incomplete

but you won't understand how I'm feeling inside

Escape, escape into a vague world of unknowingness

Skies of gold, steal my breath

Blood runs cold, violet waves, oceans blue

A nightmare in my sleep

Scars me forever

Like a bullet in my head that echoes my soul

Not yet ready to recover from the dreams

in my which I'm dying