Mental Illness Sucks

Mental Illness Sucks

I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself. However, I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality nobody really gives a FUCK anyway. Something dramatic happens, sleep isn't sleep anymore, it's an escape. The problem with depression is you know you'll be okay, but you still feel awful. You know people love you, but it doesn't feel like they do. You know doing something will make you feel better, but you just don't know how too. You want to be well, but you just can't seem to get there. It sucks because I was getting better and now I'm not. Living with a Mental Illness sucks.